WHY

Because it is.

Murphy's law? A bit of bad luck? Did someone drop a fucking mirror over my entire household? Have we been handed empty horseshoes? Did we kill a bunch of puppies and now Karma is demanding the payment?

My 3 week old goat just decided that she wasn't going to have her milk this morning.
Okay. Fine.

My 16 year old dog has a major infection, won't eat and doesn't seem to realise that she ought to be dead by now.
I can handle that. She's not in pain yet.

I scored 0% in a sick test for Psychology that I studied for. Couldn't write the first one due bad influenza and when the time came to write the sick test, I had already been told that day I ought to be admitted into the Mental Health Hospital because I "may be a danger" to myself.
I was advised not to write the test but I did. So that one's on me. I messed up.

But I can't logic my way out of the brain chemistry at the moment. I'm done.

I'm going to go lie down now.